Today. Lack of sleep. Trying to be who it is God created me to be. Jesus I just hurt. Help me find me in you. My heart and flesh may Fail, but u never fail me. Father, just help me rest in you and you alone. I’ve always wanted the truth. God why did the […]
Today is a day I’m feeling conviction. Such conviction. Love all, even those who hurt me on purpose. Forgive them, freely as Christ forgave me. He will wash me freshly with ease and comfort as I obey Him and just lean into Him. And His truth.
Today my MC session was difficult we talked about things we have been hiding or holding in from her. Because we didn’t want to discuss it. We did finally. It was hard. And we feel so stirred inside. And sad! We know we are loved always because we are. We just are. Today was just […]
We try so hard to get it just right because it is what seems right. Yet I know the way I feel now is because my flesh and littles are so in turmoil over all we are doing to try to do right, and it is coming out all wrong! Desperately, craving connection, yet in […]
For the past three or four days my son has came to our room because he couldn’t sleep; therefore we haven’t really slept either. I find myself reverting to my unhealthy ways of coping. Which are not worrying about me, but worrying others needs are met above mine. Even though when I do this I […]
Today was a good day. God has blessed me with amazing friends, and for that I cannot thank God enough for His great love He has for me. My heart struggles to trust that I am allowed to be who I am. Defining love is so difficult at times yet, I know I feel it. […]
Learning that we have no control over the things that happen to us, yet we have a loving God who knows how our life turns out…… Believing we have a Savior who chose to come to Earth to live life as fully man and fully God. Who died upon a cross to take on all […]